Archive for the ‘Jumbled Thoughts’ Category

The Follow Up

Listen. I’m grieving, I’m frustrated and I’m dealing with so much more than I would ever even think to write on here. My situation with God is very odd. I feel like a daughter who just found out her father was a mass murderer, for one thing. I mean I knew the story of Exodus [...]

What I remember…

October 20th, 1958 – July 26th, 2004 “Nothing gold can stay…” There are certain things about my father I will always remember: the way he smiled at me when he was having one of his good days, the way he saved up money to grill choice cuts of meat as a special treat… the way [...]

Green with envy

Why is it that God seems so much more active in others’ lives than my own? I’m receptive. I’m listening. So why?

Ready to sink into my pillow

I have no energy. It’s been drained by a toothache so painful that I spent a large portion of my day with my finger shoved against my tooth and whimpering at anyone who would listen. Thankfully, I was surrounded by a compassionate audience. I really need to get to a dentist and have it taken [...]

Father’s Day; a conflict

I am conflicted about what to write about tonight. Obviously Father’s Day; that’s a no-brainer. My issue is…do I write about our day (which was wonderful, by the way)? Do I write about how wonderful my husband is as a father and parenting partner? Do I write about my own father and stories he would [...]


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