A friend of mine gave birth to a beautiful baby girl this morning and of course, of course, I have a lethal case of baby fever. I don’t want to be pregnant right now. It’s not fiscally responsible or even healthy for me (I’m falling apart more and more every day) but I do think that one day, I’d like another child. Another turn at having a newborn and a toddler and going crazy because I’m still mommy but at the same time, enjoying how much easier it is once you know everything (hah!).

But right now, I am content to just enjoy the baby I have now. My Noah, who is still so little next to his daddy. Who is still learning so much every day. Who walked the length of the kitchen yesterday, barely gripping my finger and stomping his feet at the end because he was so proud.

This baby:

I’m so damn lucky.